Weight gain: Well apparently my scale has actually been correct these past few weeks. I knew it was common to lose some weight right before labor, but I guess I just thought 34 weeks was a little early. I've lost 3.6 lbs. this week, which puts my overall weight gain at 3.2 lbs.
Maternity clothes: Because I've been on bed rest for the majority of this week, I've been wearing nightgowns and big t-shirts. However I did get all dolled up for my shower on Sunday night!
Stretch Marks: None yet, still using my coconut oil!
Belly button in or out: In.
Sleep: With the exception of having to use the restroom about every hour and a half....I've actually been sleeping really well lately. And a lot. Maybe it's because I'm in bed/on the couch most of the time these days but I've been sleeping the majority of the day away! I'm hoping it's because Daphne is working hard to develop those lungs and gain some more weight!
Best moment this week: Two big moments this week! Because I've been experiencing early labor symptoms, our doctor wanted to do a sonogram to measure her growth and make sure baby girl is happy in there! So we got to see our little girl again, granted she didn't hold still long enough for them to get a good picture for us, but she is quite content and I can't wait to kiss those sweet cheeks! And then obviously another big highlight for this week was our baby shower! Loved celebrating Daphne Anne with our sweet friends!
Worst moment this week: It wasn't really a 'moment' but I've just been experiencing a lot of emotions + anxiety this week, with having early labor symptoms. My hubby has been so great, but let's face it, life has to go on for him and I'm stuck here in bed just trying to get my mind off of the fact that I'm on bed rest because my baby wants to come earlier than she should! Literally all of my devotionals this week have been speaking of God's perfect timing, trusting God's plan and His sovereignty. So we trust that God's got our little girl. But it's still a big prayer of ours that she holds out until at least week 37, so her lungs are more developed! Prayers are appreciated!
Miss anything: Still pretty uncomfortable, and my back hurts a lot these days.
Movement: Oh yeah, she's having a grand ol' time in there and moves all the time. I do cherish those moments when I'm assuming she's sleeping and I try to take a little nap myself. It's hard to nap when you've got weird alien-like movements and spasms going on on your bladder. We also discovered that Daphne has dropped and her head is so far down that the sonogram technician couldn't get a good measurement, she commented about how I must need to go to the bathroom a lot. Thank you Daphne.
Symptoms: Fatigue, moodiness (it's been really hard to reign in my emotions this week!), hunger, indigestion, difficulty breathing, frequent Braxton Hicks contractions, menstrual-like cramps, diarrhea/loose stool, more mucus, light spotting, leaky boobs and sore feet.
Cravings: No weird cravings. However, I did ask my hubby to make me an omelette at 11:30 pm this weekend. He looked at me like I was crazy, but then that boy made the BEST omelette for me, he's a keeper.
Queasy or sick: I only feel nauseous when I'm suuuper hungry.
Looking forward to: We're taking a babycare basics class at our hospital this week and I'm so excited to learn + feel better prepared to take the best care of our girl! I'm also excited to watch my hubby change diapers -- that man cracks me up.
Thanks for reading! I also packed my hospital bag this week, if you haven't already read my post, go check it out!
We wanted to wait a few weeks to go to the OBGYN after
finding out we were pregnant again. The visits to the doctor in early pregnancy
have always caused me such anxiety; the unknowns, the inconclusiveness. So I
waited. For about 4 weeks I was able to enjoy my pregnancy in ignorant - although nauseous - bliss.
I had some blood work done about a week before our first
sonogram, my HCG levels came back extremely high. Our first sonogram confirmed
what I already knew in my heart to be true.
Twins. Two babies. TWO. BABIES.
I knew it all along. I had a feeling early in my pregnancy
that there was more than one baby growing inside me.
But the sonogram was not all happy news.
We saw the first baby right away with a relatively slow
heart rate of 89 bpm, but it was strong, clearly seen and measured. The
technician asked about my ovulation dates and cautiously noticed that the baby
was measuring small and two weeks off. She was able to get a great picture of
the first baby for us.
I knew I was pregnant. Before I got the positive test on January 5th, I simply knew. I would like to say that I was filled with hope and courage but I admit that those things felt a million miles away. I was unable to envision a little sandy haired Wagner Baby. I couldn’t picture what life would be like with this little one. I couldn’t see beyond the elephant in the room - the word I absolutely despise. The word “miscarriage” seemed permanently tattooed across my forehead. I couldn’t escape the thought that I would never get to meet this baby. But the Lord gave me a name. Upon sharing my news with trusted friends and a few family members, I realized that several of my friends were pregnant as well! Truly I was happy for them. But I couldn’t shake the thought, “Great, now I will have to watch my friends go on to have healthy pregnancies while I mourn, to remind me of all the milestones I will never see with this baby.” But the Lord gave me a name. My word for 2018 was “REMEMBER” and boy,…
I have been called an emotional person.
Ironically mostly by people who do not emote or are
uncomfortable with emotions, even their own. Being called "emotional"
does not typically induce a heartfelt "thank you".And yet, I am starting to learn that if I believe that God can redeem all things
for His glory - then even my emotions can be used for the glory of God. So
being emotional is actually one of my strengths!
One of the verses that I have seen people use to dismiss or
suppress their emotions is Jeremiah 17:9 "The
heart is deceitful above all things, and desperately sick; who can understand
So if the heart is deceitful, does that mean that it is
ALWAYS deceitful? Does that mean that it is unredeemable?
Are all emotions produced from the heart?
Be careful. Don't throw the baby out with the bath water
I think one of the biggest mistakes that we can make here, is to
equate our emotions with our hearts. Yes, sometimes an emotion starts …